http://formspring.me/dominicshakesit made one lol
not to hurt you .
i loved you,
and maybe you are right.
im scared to admit who i really am;
or maybe just embarrassed .
i couldnt understand how you got into my head so much,
how i dreamt about you without really thinking about what signs i was getting through my subconscious thought.
looking back trying to figure out how i could say all those things just to fuck around.
its like i really just wanted the attention from someone since nobody else gave me it.
i told you everything about how miserable i was;
we always vented to eachother.
i trusted you 100% but you always told me you couldnt say the same for me.
i know why know;
because everyone IS the same.
people dont account for the actions.
people talk out of their ass constantly.
people like to be in control of someones emotions.
i feel horrible.
right now wasnt the right time i guess.
you were right about EVERYTHING.
i never wanted to listen and i see it now.
you believed in me and always told me how smart and talented i was.
the only person i enjoyed talking to really.
im hoping everything will make sense one day;
and our paths will cross and i can show you who i really am.
im a monster.
a fucking monster.